I am 22 years old, and have lived with alot of self confidance and insecurity issues relating to the size of a certain male extremity, I'm sorry to be forward about it, and to come here for a solution like this. I find it very frustrating at times just interacting in life, I'm very uncomfortable around women, and find the older I get the more impacting it gets on my life. I find it hard to interact with women, and ask them out, even though I am a nice guy and women may like me for what I am, I find a pain inside my gut worrying about what will happen when a relationship might go further. My situation has caused break-ups with past girlfriends because of my insecurity with it, hurting the commitment progress in the relationship, I want to find someone and settle down, but feel that it is unfair to ask them to be with someone that cant make them happy in all aspects for a healthy relationship. I have tried taking pills, special exercises, and even equipment to try and bring a solution to the issue, each time making it worse for me emotionally when it doesnt work, and realizing that I might never be happy because the uncomfortable feeling I get when it comes to sex, and that the only way out from here is surgery.

I would like to apologize if I have said anything in an inappropriate manner, but this seems to be my last chance for a way out of this closed out life. I have no insurance and no way to pay for such a surgery, I barely make ends meet, as it is. The problem seems to hurt more and more things in its progression, because the frustration builds, making even things not related to it harder, because I cant find a way to have a real romance because this holds me back in that area, I miss out on the chance of finding real love, because I find it uncomfortable to even go on a date. I find myself worrying more that the date could go well, instead of bad, what if things go good and something more is wished to happen if I decline then it can be taken offensively, and hurt someone else with something thats already plaguing me. I'm not asking for a magical solution, and I'm not one to ask for a hand out, I am just here asking for help, I'm asking for a chance at life, like my friends have seeing them grow closer to their girlfriends and get ingaged drives me farther away from them as well, holding a disdain for them that I do not wish to have, and feel bad for feeling that way.

I don't really know what I'm expecting, I just want something more, I guess.