I'm pretty sure I'm going to ask my wife for a divorce. We have 3-year old triplet girls and I have never even given them a bath. If the divorce happens I would want 50% custody of my girls but have no plan beyond that. I just started counseling (two session so far) that my wife has no idea about. I'm trying to find out why I'm living a life of self-destruction which probably escalated when I caused the death of three close friends from high school in a drunk driving wreck. I was 18 years old, the driver, and only survivor. Would anyone out there want to know more or see my next life unfold?