after reading a lot of posts, i had to make an account to share something that is going on in my life that is unexplainable and i need someone to let me know whether or not i'm going insane.
my life, ever since i turned 15, has been a living nightmare. i have been blacking out a lot and later i wake up and find myself standing in front of a house across the street from mine. and at night i hear these voices, whispers. there's more than one, and they all call me by my name and i'm scared to death. i even see things while concious. my mind sometimes drifts while i'm awake and i see these, i'll call them "visions" because that's what they seem like. i have woken up to my hair being pulled, my own bed being moved, and i once even woke up and found a knife from the kitchen stuck in the side of my bed. i don't know what to do, i have nobody to turn to. everybody keeps telling me to get a psychologist, but i know what i'm seeing and i know it's real. and i need help. i would greatly appreciate any advice given.
they're part of the group telling me to get help from a psychologist. nobody believes me. psychologists won't be able to explain my "conditions"...whatever they are.
i was 15. now i'm 17 as of september. the first symptom was while i was driving down 2/70. i was crossing an intersection. then my windows just got foggy and i couldn't see. then i see a light and the next thing i know a blue car's in front of me and i accidentally crash into it. i get out of my car to see if everyone in the other car was okay. the thing is, nobody was in the car. it was driving by itself. i got the license number and went home. as soon as i got home i call the police and told them everything. the next day they called back and said there was no blue car with that license number out there. the followin week was when the nightmare started. i'm having trouble explaining it. it started with chills, then whispers, visions, it just seems to get worse and worse.
i'm sorry it's taking me a long time to answer your questions, but i'm trying to figure out how to explain it. 2 years of torment feels like eternity for me. there's so much for me to say, and i'm not sure anyone in this forum will believe me.
Originally posted by luvable_courtney: they're part of the group telling me to get help from a psychologist. nobody believes me. psychologists won't be able to explain my "conditions"...whatever they are.
It might help Courtney.It is always good to have someone to talk to and he/she may be able to help.
i can give it a try, but i honestly don't think a psychologist will be able to explain a car running with no driver, or how my bed "magically" moves by itself while i'm on it. it would be a waste of time.
i'm surprised either of you took the time reading my post, let alone reply to it. most of my friends think i'm going through a phase of a mental psychopath. i'm finally convinced i'm not the only one who thinks that there is a supernatural force. thanks.
Originally posted by luvable_courtney: 2 years of torment feels like eternity for me. there's so much for me to say, and i'm not sure anyone in this forum will believe me.
If I had a nickel for everytime I heard that-
Try and think back to the first strange thing you remeber. It's going to seem small, almost more of an odd feeling and seeing something out of the corner of your eye, rather than something you'd see in a horror movie. It would have been near this house you mentioned earlier, maybe a figure in a window when no cars were in the drive or a strange dog you haven't seen around the neighborhood before.
How well do you know the families that have lived across the street? And what has the religious backround of your family been like?
there used to be a family that lived there. i babysat the parents' 3 kids while they worked late hours. good family. last time i ever saw them was 2 and a half years ago. they moved and nobody lives there anymore.
My comment was because you don't know how many times people come here and say how no one will believe them. Everyone assmebled here will affirm whole-heartedly that the supernatural is as real as the light of day.
Now it is somewhat interesting to note that your ordeal began roughly around the time that the family moved out.
The symptoms you describe coincide with the first stages of demonic possession. Fortunatley for us, this demon is weak and unfocused, it can't keep its hold on you for too long and it keeps needing you to go to your neighbor's house. When a demon first comes to our world, it does so through a weakspot between worlds called a Devils' Gate. I believe that your neighbors' old house may be the location of one such gate.
Several thing can open a gate, but the most common cause is a disturbance in the balance of electromagnetic energies in an area. While the demon haunts a location, it feeds off of this imbalance until it is strong enough to hunt a host. After the demon finds a host, it begins what is known as Demonic Obsession, where its host becomes its food supply instead of the devils' gate.
For some reason, this demon can't feed off of you properly. It has gone through the motions of possession, but it can't get a strong enough grip to stay in you. Therefore it must force you to return to its gate so that it can periodically feed.
This demon is rather unskilled in terms of possession. This doesn't mean that it won't be dangerous, rather, it redefines the danger we will experience. A skilled demon grows predictable in its methods which becomes an advantage to us. This demon is like a wild animal, it will survive on instinct rather that higher motives, we won't be trying to outsmart it as much as we will be keeping it back with a whip and chair.
Above is a link to an image. Copy what you see out long hand onto a slip of paper. Ignite the tip of the paper and let the flames reach the writing. When the flames have done so, use the fire to light a candle. So long as the candle remains lit, anything supernatural will be kept at bay. I want you to do this as often as you come onto this forum. When you have logged off of the forum, forget everything you have talked about until you log back on and light the candle. If this demon is as I suspect, we want our scent to be covered. Whenever the candle is not lit with the special fire, don't think about anything supernatural. Demons can read thoughts and the less you put out on the table for it to peruse, the greater our ability to exploit the element of surprise.
Now a great danger to you will be while you sleep. Your mental defenses will be at their weakest and the demon will simply need to guide your dreams to get you to tell it what it wants. Take rock salt and sprinkle a thick layer of it between your box-springs and matress. Unless your mom is in the habit of vaccuuming between the sheets, the salt will stay for as long as we need it. To attempt anything on you while you sleep will be like walking on broken glass for the demon. Just be sure to change the salt out every other week and after every major vision.
Hi. Demons sometimes refer to themselves as legion or we are many. What Animus says should keep them at bay, all of them. Keep us posted and know that we don't think you are crazy. Lots of stuff has happened to us here on the boards or we wouldn't be here. Hang in there!
I think that you have three problems here. One is, there is a spirit trying to lure you into its grasp. Two, you had prolonged exposure to high EMFs either in your home or at that other house while babysitting. That meaning that your head was near some outlet or electronic devise that was emitting extreme EMFs. So much so that your brain's electrical pattern has been slightly altered.
Third, the alteration is making you see and hear things that really aren't so, and demons like to take advantage of that as well. But it makes you appear "crazy" to others.
What you need to do is stabilize your blood PH balance, and your brains electrical balance. Fix the blood via the gut, and your brain will repair itself. There are other things you can do to make this quicker. Once you have that, you can better tell whats real and whats not. Then you can deal with the spiritual side.
However, first and foremost is your soul. There will always be battle until He returns. But if God is for us, who can be against us. He's for you, girl.
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it happened again this morning. i wake up and i find my bed is moved all the way across the room, my lamp tipped on its side, my books everywhere on the floor and my window open. my mom yelled at me this morning for it. if this continues, i really will go crazy. i'll see what my youth group leader thinks of it. maybe he can help. i still have to get that rock salt you were talking about animus, do you know where i can get it?
Do you have a video or digital recorder? One way to prove to your parents that you are not doing it is by video evidence. If they see you asleep and the stuff moving around then they will have to admit something is wrong. Try doing what Animus and Dgraci say. Keep strong.
When demons are weak individually, they will try to improve their strength with numbers. If the demons have conflicting goals, this can lead to disorganization and expending unnecessary energy. Multiple demons fit the symptoms, but they will all fall together like a house of card. When these demons learn to cooperate, they act as a single being and alter the physical body to suit their needs. At this point, they become known as Legion.
Legion is thrown around in multiple demonic cases, but the only recognizable case of a Legion was in the first century. There is a disagreement between religions on whether or not Jesus of Nazaret was truly the Messiah. Despite conflicting opinions His abilities, especially in terms of exorcism, are undeniable. But the double-edged sword of exorcism is that the more an exorcist sends back to Hell, the more can come out to replace it. Christ was the best exorcist since Solomon, naturally, every heavy-weight in Hell would be gunning for Him.
I doubt that we are truly dealing with a Legion because you are still you after two years and you don't fit any of criteria of the first Legion case. For example, I doubt that you: live in a desecrated cemetary; cut yourself with stone tools; can overpower any man who tries to subdue you; or can break free from any attempt to bind you, including iron chains.
The demon will disguise its voice to make it seem more numerous. Acknowledging each individual act of ventriloquism will only play to its plans.
Now, earlier, you said that your family was Jewish. Do you mean that your family converted to Judaism or actually are of Jewish descent?
Originally posted by animus89: Now, earlier, you said that your family was Jewish. Do you mean that your family converted to Judaism or actually are of Jewish descent?
we're jewish descent, but i go to a christian sunday school every week in youth group. my faith is christianity.
A Messianic Jew? Well that would explain quite well why this demon is scared to escalte its work to a higher level.
Through a series of genetic tests, it was discovered that Jews from across the world all had lineages that could be traced back to a single line from Egypt that coincides with the dates of the Exodus. There is also the tradition of Jews' descent from Aaron. In other words, your great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-great-uncle was Moses himself. A good bloodline combined with a new found authority through Christ makes you dangerous. And that's what they're scared of.
They can, that's why it's important that we protect you until the demon is saftley back in Hell. A proper exorcism will be the only way to kill the b@stard for good. But until such a rite can be arranged, we will call on an old mutual friend of ours, Saint Michael the Archangel.
Saint Michael has been the sworn guardian of your people for millennia. Whenever a child of Israel is in danger, Michael is the first one God dispatches to save them. There are a couple ways of contacting him, one is with the symbol I've already given you to be burnt. It is the Saint's name in a form of angelic writing. The reason I didn't tell you this before is that if the demon caught on before the name was burnt, it would have tried to stop you. By burning the writing, you have created what is known as Saint Michael's Fire, said to be the same fire that surrounds the Archangel's blade. To a human it looks like a normal flame, but to anything evil it shines brighter than the sun.
Next is his seal. http://i264.photobucket.com/albums/ii194/Sumina98/SeraphMichael.jpg Place the candle you intend to light inside the seal and read the prayer around the outer circle. When you finish off the prayer with Michael's name, light the candle with St. Michael's Fire and you will call an audience with the Archangel himself. There's not a demon made that will dare challenge him and you will finally have some peace.
A final measur for after worship is a prayer called the Leonine Prayer, it goes:
Sancte Michael Archangele, defende nos in proelio; contra nequitiam et insidias diaboli esto praesidium. Imperet illi Deus, supplices deprecamur: tuque, Princeps militiae Caelestis, satanam aliosque spiritus malignos, qui ad perditionem animarum pervagantur in mundo, divina virtute in infernum detrude. Amen.
or in English: Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle; be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray: and do thou, O Prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God, thrust into hell satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.
You can pick it up at any grocery store. It's no different than table salt, only the crystals ar bigger. If you've ever made home-made ice cream during the summer, it's what's mixed with the ice to freeze the cream.
They usually keep it with the regular salt on the bottom shelf of the ailse. There should also be another kind labeled kosher salt and another labeled pickling salt. So long as it's salt were good.
and this salt keeps demons away? just salt? that's kind of hard to comprehend.don't get me wrong,i believe you. it's just that salt doesn't seem like a really big deal.
The Almighty is funny that way, the most mundane and simple things are usually the things He uses for His greatest works. The Apostles were simple tradesmen, Moses was an exiled noble with a speech impediment, David was a shepherd boy. Lord, Noah was an alcoholic, look what he accomplished.
For some reason, salt is used in cultures across the world. Sumo wrestlers use it to cleanse the ring of evil spirits, ancient Romans would throw it over their shoulders at demons of misfortune, and then there are the Scriptural references.
Christ refered to His Apostles as the salt of the earth, and Numbers refers to a ceremonial covenant of salt made with the sacrificial meal. It the reason why there is a ritual blessing of salt with water during Mass.
last night i told my mom and dad that i would record my room with my digital recorder while i sleep. but so they know i wasn't the one moving my stuff around, they let me sleep on an extra matress in their room. but i guess i didn't need the digital recorder. in the middle of the night, around 2 something, i woke up to my mom screaming. the thing that was moving my room around, turned around and started moving things in my parents' room while we were sleeping. but my mom happened to wake up while the tv was in mid air! it was floating! the tv! now they believe me and are thinking about getting a psychic to see what this thing wants. but this leads me to another question:
can a psychic really communicate with these types of things?
Every action by any being, physical or spiritual, leaves a mark on creation. Psychics are able to read these markings and piece together what they mean. Some will naturally embellish the events they've deduced and others will try to give specific details with nonspecific information.
My advice, keep your skepticism about you. In almost every case of demonic activity, the psychic will first tell you that she senses an evil presence when first walking on to the premises. Then she'll tell you that there was a tragic death that happened either on your property or you neighbors. When she goes over to the neighbors' house she'll say she instantly feels sick and will get a terrible head ache. It's always the same story. What she will be able to tell us is how many we are dealing with.
But be warned, if the psychic claims to be a medium, do not let her attempt to make contact. Unless an exorcist is on hand to save the medium, you will have a fully realized demoniac on your hands.
my dad already made an appointment and they said they would be able to send somebody today around noon. i just hope it's someone who know's what he or she is doing.
Did you read the bible? If so, did you read it aloud?
You think the rock salt will do what your prayers and words can't? If so, you've put your trust in something that perishes. And like all things that perish, it will only delay it, and when it comes back. It comes with a vengance.
But already, if you put your trust in something other than God through the name of Jesus Christ, then you've stopped trusting in God. Prove God first and see if He's faithful. What have you've got to lose that He can't take away anyway, and what do you have to gain that He can't give either?
when he first came, he had a priest with him. when they entered our house, we all were going to introduce ourselves. but he held up his hand and looked straight at me and said, "12 black spirits, courtney, are troubling you." i asked him why they chose me to torture or why they wanted to torture anyone at all. he said, "which would make more sense: asking the kids you babysat, or going into the source itself?" he was talking about the house. i don't know where the family across the street moved, and i definitely don't want to enter the house if that's exactly what these spirits want me to do. The priest, while all this was going on, went from room to room and blessed them.
you were right animus... a little after we all settled in, the psychic said he felt great evil and sadness in our house.
we all talked for a little while longer. and when he was leaving, he said he would inspect the house across the street first thing in the morning.
to be honest, he was kind of bold when he spoke to me. and the fact that he suggested me entering that house sounded completely out there. just going near the house would seem crazy for me.
My God, it all makes sense now. Courtney, no matter what happens you have to stay away from that house, and I mean it.
12 evil spirits is more dangerous than you can imagine. They don't want to fully possess you, just manipulate you and position you where they need you. It isn't a dozen demons inside you, there is only one of true blood demon. This Demon is smarter than I first thought, but it isn't what's been possessing you. Instead of a handful of feral, unorganized demons on a low pay grade vying for control, we have one boss pulling the strings on a number of spirits. The reason it's been taking so long is because this Demon needed human spirits for power and its plans and it's been collecting them for the better part of two years now.
12 is the number of covenants, both holy and black. Elohim makes a Covenant with the Twelve Tribes of Israel, twelve Apostles make a new covenant with the Messiah, and the Heav'nly Court is made up of 24 Elders representing both Covenants. This Demon is trying to make a Black Covenant. It's said that when twelve witches or satanists gather for a sabbath, Satan joins them, fufilling the black covenant by being number 13 (just as Christ was the 13th in His group).
The Demon is trying to make a Black Covenant by demonifying the spirits of dead humans and martialing them together in and around you. I was mistaken about the Devils' Gate, it hasn't been opened yet. The Demon needs a body and instead of running the risk of haunting and opressing you itself, it is using these spirits instead. That's why you are still able to be yourself and able to seek out help, the spirits have been manipulating you like a puppet, but they aren't strong enough to possess you themselves. The Demon however wants to, but it needs the twelve spirits to summon it.
This explains everything, the extreme poltergheist activity, the black-outs, the visions, the knife in the side of your bed for a blood sacrifice, everything.
But I've got some of the best news possible. Since you aren't possessed by a demon, you don't have to be exorcized. Instead, all you need is to be baptized. A baptism kills the human spirit within us and replaces it with a new one that is strengthened by the Spirit of God. Dark and twisted as these spirits are, they were once a part of humans, and can be killed just the same. You need to be immersed thirteen times, one for each unclean spirit and once for your own spirit. The priest will also need to bless your house one more time to insure that it is clean and the neighbors' property.
Thank God you reached out when you did. If the twelve spirits are already assembled, it is only a matter of time until the Demon had enough control over them to make them summon it.
You're going to get through this, Courtney. By the grace of Almighty God you're going to get through.
so you're saying that if i don't act now, i could end up being under this demon's full control? now i'm REALLY scared. how do i know when this demon will come? and how on earth can i stop going near the house when i black out? i don't want to lose my life, let alone my soul, to this thing. i don't know what else i can do to prevent it. only what everybody one here has told me. but even that doesn't last very long. my mom, dad and my little brother are all terrified. me even more so because i'm the target. i don't think i'm going to live through this.
Luvable Courtney, sorry I didn't respond to you earlier. But you are definately in the right place if you need to talk to somebody about this. We won't judge you here, as most of us have had our own experiences. I can't help you as much as Animus or Dgraci, but I have good ears.
no, i don't have anything to think of why a demon would want me. i moved to ohio 4 years ago. and in the last two years of living here, shortly after my 15 birthday, it all started like it came on me by chance. i'm sure there's a reason, but i can't think of one. i never thought much of the spiritual world until it started to haunt me.
The first thing you need to do, Courtney, is calm down and breathe. Nothing can ever be solved by panicing.
As to why the Demon has targeted you, I have no idea. Only God Himself can know the full extent of a being's motives. But God has enabled us to fight evil on every ground and that's what we must do.
Until you can find a place to be baptized by immersion, we will need to keep you in your bed at night. Simply lay down a line of salt infront of your bedroom door. Spirits won't be able to cross over it and your body won't be able to if they're controling it.
To protect you during the waking hours, keep someone with you as often as possible to watch out for you. Also keep contact with silver as much as you can. Through wearing jewelry or eating with silverware, minute traces of the metal pass into the blood stream. Unlike other heavy metals like lead and mercury, silver is non-toxic to human. But it is toxic to evil spirits. When you're riddled with traces of silver a spirit won't be able to overshadow you.
I know it seems insurmountable now, but you can overcome. There is a reason for everything. There is a reason you came onto this forum when you did, there is a reason that you slept in your parents' room, and there is a reason for you to overcome.
This Sounds Like An Experience i Had When i Was Little, A Woman Had Died In This Bed i Bought and Was Torturing ME With Nightmares And Continuous Whispers And Giggles And Often Moving Things First. Take any objects that seem to move or have anything to do with your paranormal experience and put oil on it and escort it away from you if you hear screaming it should be over if it doesnt then idk sorry
