I cried last night so much and couldnt stop. I have NEVER felt so helpless. My visit was so short and heartbreaking. I'm supposed to be the smart A@#. What happened? I buckled
My 18 yr old son told me about a dream he had a couple of nights in a row. He was partying, drinking, drugs in a house he didnt recognize. He was sure it was a bedroom not a living room or kitchen, basement etc... The devil walked in and sat with my son and partied with him. He said the devil was very cool, relaxing, friendly. He said he knew this was the devil. The devil pulled out various drugs and told my son, he - the devil told my son he was very cool with my him and knew him better than anyone else. Disturbing as this is.. my son said he was very confortamble with the devil and doing drugs with the devil was enjoyable and satisfying....
I told my son it was a trick to rebuke it. During this time my son was being rebillious. And he sounded as if he was "ok" with this dream. This happened a few months ago.
My son is in jail now for burgarly and drugs. He is 19 yrs old. Please keep him in your prayers. He doesnt remember most of what happened (whatever).
I'm a straight shooter. If you stole, your a thief. If you took drugs, your an addict.
I dont make excuses for my son. He needed this lesson. I have the best prayers for him. A PRAYING MOTHER, THERE AINT NO OTHER, Even though you dont know him, please say a small prayer...
mooch, I'm sorry to hear about your son. It's got to be tough as a parent to see your child locked up. I have a son his age. I'd rather see my son in jail then see him robbing and doing drugs. At least in jail he won't be able to do that and he may contemplate his lifestyle and come out a better person. Trust God and leave it in Gods hands.
Moochie, I am so sorry that this is happening. Hopefully this is just a phase. But you are doing the right thing, don't make excuses for him or else this will continue. And then he'll end up in and out of prison for the rest of his life. Be strong, my heart goes out to you..
Mooch, did your son give you anymore details about this demon? Every angel, both Living and Fallen, leaves their signature on the people they influence. If we can figure out who the b@st@rd was, you can be in for a little revenge and make sure it's never tempting your son again.
Thanks for the prayers and hugs. Huggin you all back! Your right. At least I know where he is at. Detoxing from what crap he has been taking not to mention learning to respect authority. Being told when to eat, wake, sleep is going to be tough on him. And right LJ! This experience is GOING to keep him out of prison in the future. I told him I WAS NOT bonding him out or hiring an attorney. He going to have to go pro bono and hope the attorney works in my sons best interest. It almost seems tough love is harder on me than him. But thank you all! I have your support I am doing the right thing. I'm not sure about the devil animus. He described him as a handsome, cool, regular man but he knew it was the devil. Which I took as; the clothes were cool and oh! he did say the devil was tatted all over his arms and maybe neck too. My son has tattoos also and during christmas, he had the nerve to have 2 ghost and a skull put on his lower arm. Why in sam hill would he get ghost on his arm when he knows the supernatural experience we are going thru in my house??? Prob stoned. Thats all I remember.
Sorry Moochie. I have a son in recovery too. He was a total mess. The last thing I wanted to do, is bury a child. He had dreams like your son. I delved into it and realized what that dream symbolized to my son, and that is "fighting their Demons." Kicking drugs is the biggest battle for our kids these days. He is only going by the feeling of the dream, but between us, it means nothing except he was wanted to give into drugs. You did the right thing. All we can do is pray for them, and put them in God's hands cause we sure cant save them. He will be fine, I feel it..Sorry it made you cry, been there done that..((HUGS))
Amity, thanks for sharing your experience. I am sorry youve been thru the same situation BUT a step further! God Bless you and your SON! I also am sure your son will be victorious. How nice (but sad) to know someone elses son has had the same dream experience! I pray only the best for your son and your family.
Aye chihuahua LJ! LOL!! Did I not tell you to be aware of papi chulos recently?? (Minus Engineer)!! Thanks I REALLY, REALLY needed the smile.
My middle son asked me a few hours ago if the black shadows were going to stop now that my son is in jail. And of course to confirm - alrady know - where is he seeing these shadows now, he said all over the house. Kitchen, hallway, past his bedroom, several other places. I already knew this but never asked my kids unless they brought the sighting up..
Our black shadows are 2 feet high and slide against the wall or as high as 7-8 feet tall. Depends on where you are to see them. My tv is next to my bed with my head board against the same wall and watched it start sliding/forming against my wall 1/2pm in the afternoon from my headboard, gain height (6-12 inches) to (2 feet maybe) and slide against the adjoining wall to hide behind my dresser in broad daylight.
My middle son has a lock on his door. He has been leaving the door open lately. Which is totally out of his normal habit. His door is smack next to my daughters door. She sees the shadows walking the hallway more than anyone. As I mentioned before in one of my threads, I have a hallway like the "a haunting" hallways (not so wide) My son has been leaving his door open to be there for my daughter when she gets scared. Everyone wants to move.
My chihuahua sits at my patio door and barks for hours at a time, whether the blinds are open or not. He sits at my bedroom door and barks at the hallway. I mentioned before I had a touch lamp in my daughters room that was turning itself on when no one was him, except for me. I prayed asked the Lord to give me comfort that this was His sign or a bad sign. Never felt comfort. I put the lamp in my stepsons room, same thing. Finally 'I' took the lamp into my room and for months nothing... Few days ago, the lamp was turned on. FYI - always turned on during the day, never at night. Prayed and rebuked what ever spirit this was. This happened a few days before my son was arrested. Since then, left it plugged in, nothing.
Knocking on some walls (not all), nightmares, things disappearing and reappearing. My dog secludes himself to my bedroom and barks at night also.. Sigh. Tired. I want all who reads this thread to know what has been going on.