The person who I am interested in cannot start any kind of personal relationship with me. His occupation and ethics prevent him from ever having a close relationship with me . I found this out after I made the move to tell him my true feelings. If I didn't tell him I would be miserable and when I did tell him, he closed the door. Looking back now, having a close relationship I guess was never an option.
Meanwhile I still have intimate feelings for him. I tend to think about him everday and I don't know if I will ever stop loving him. I know that I should move on, but the harder part is that he is the closest person I've found in desiring a mate. There are so many attractive qualities in him that he is irresistable to me. Out of respect for his decision, I have remained distant. Until recently did I ask for reconciliation to which I've had no returned response. This is okay because he asked for no more communication.
What I want to know is, is his reason for terminating professional or any relationship valid. Did I do something wrong in expressing my feelings to him. If indeed his reasons are valid, why is it that some occupations are more powerful than finding love?
I still have this eternal feeling. Anyway, I would appreciate any advice in this matter. Thank you for your time and your responses