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Registered: 06-18-08
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I have had chonic pain for many years.
I found out I was diabetic about 17 yers ago, when I presented with complications, in my case, neuropathy. Neuropathy pain is so hard to explain because it is always changing. It can be a horrid burn and itch, to a stabbing pain, to what I call bone pain, a deep throbing pain, to everything in between. I also have siatica, pain that runs from my low back to my ankels.
I would like to think I am the kind of person who would not have addiction problems. Addiction does not run in my family, although I was a smoker for many eyars. I have been smoke free for more then a year and a half. Even so, sometimes when I smell a lit one, I crave but for a very short time.
I watched my ex husband become an alcoholic, and he uses pain meds all the time, so when it came time for me to explore how I could be more comfortable, it was with a clear mind that I did NOT want to become like my ex...sleep all day, up all night, no relationships with anyone basically.
Neuropathic pain is much worse at night, and has a tendancy to keep it's sufferer's up at night. I have tried many meds to ease the pain. From IB, to gabapentin, to tramadol (brand names NURONTIN and ULTRAM). None really help much, but the combination of Amitriptilene and gabapentin makes me sleepy enough that I can get a full nights sleep.
I take 800 mg of IB 3x a day for the siatica. It helps a bit, but I have to add a tramadol to the mix if I plan to go out and do much walking. I have flexiril as well, but have had a script for 90 pills for ther last 7 months, so I don't take it often. I DO NOT want to be a veggie, trapped in an endless cycle of what time it is and when do I get my next pill, so I try to be very careful.
The best and most recent "medication" I have found for nueropathy pain is a bio-oil called "NURAGEN". It is plant based. I mix a couple of drops with a carrier oil, such as olive or sesame oil and rub it on my feet. It takes most of the pain away instantly! The drawback is that it is expensive, so I use it sparinlgly.
I want to dump the gabapentin because I feel I don't need it anymore, and up the amitriptilline from 50 mg to 100 for sleep. I believe the typt. is non-habbit forming...hopefully.
Is there any advise you can give me to avoid having to live the rest of my life in a toxic soup cloud? I think I am clear headed enough now, I just want to make sure I don't become unwittingly addicted.
PT, Acupunture and alternative methods are out of the question right now. Insurance will nt pay for it, and living on a fixed income and gassing up the car have become almost unmanagable, so what I have to do has to be in the comfort of my home.
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