I was dating my boyfriend for 4 years and I had started to lose any sexual attraction toward him. I left him in June due to various circumstances and started dating another man that I had a very high sexual attraction to.

Recently, the new boyfriend left me and moved away because I was still having trouble getting over my ex. I decided to try our relationship one more time, and just as I had feared, I don't want to kiss him, touch him, or have him touch me at all. When he says things like "you're sexy" I just feel sick to my stomach..

Any ideas on this? He feels terrible and I feel bad that I just can't be open with him at all.

I guess I should add in the fact that I've been on birth control pills for 5 years, but over the summer I had a miscarriage.