I am 53 years old and have been watching your show for a long time. I would really love to know how to get on your show, I will be 54 this April my last boy went to college last year. I had my first son at 15 then 22. My last son I have been raising since he was 6,"in collage now" I have 3 beautiful grandaughters 2 7 & 11. I am feeling old and tired looking. Please Help!!! Desperate in PA.