I had ot put my 10 yr old rottie Jade down june 16, 2007. She was a wonderful dog. She always crossed her paws when she layed down and whined happily when i would come out of my room in the morning. She loved to play but couldnt much, because of her arthritis in her legs. Whenever we went fishing she would lick any fish we caught as if to say im sorry. she never complained and never bit. she would always put her paws on my shoulders when she was happy as if she wanted to dance. She got older and older so we spoiled her more and more. She slept on our beds every once in awhile and got more and more treats. We knew it was her time when she stopped eating and could hardly get up. I was on a fishing trip and tryed to get back in time to be with her at the vet but i didnt make it. my dad wasn't able to be in the vets office when she went so she was all alone. i feel awful because she probebly thought we abandend her. i cant believe all never see my jadey girl again. I am putting her name in a pet memorial garden and I made a slideshow of all the pics and videos i have but i dont feel ive done enough. what else can i do to remember her and feel better about her being gone?