The other night i watched little Bendi talk about her daddy. i couldnt help but to cry. i felt the most pain that i ever have. i have cried more about him dying then i did my own grandpa. i still cant believe that hes really gone. i pray for his family to be strong. i know everyone is going to miss him in there own way. and i know one thing forsure. i miss him and i pray for him every night.